13 Temmuz 2014 Pazar

tragic turn down

rage inside lovely lives
oft killing mutual dreams
thou wilt wount thy might
yet methink sorrow is mine
as thy mortal legacy

ere thou resembl'd a rose
clip'd in my cold hands
within Angels' lustful desires
thou art the sun summongrief
dost reign'd as thou arose

thy noble beauty coil'd up to thee
gilded the morn in dreamy hues
even thou fade slowly
thou intruded in that woeful heart
dearth of tou is dearth of me

i crown'd even thou disdain
thy thorns were my delight
tears i shed all to thee
plead for thy absolute love
wish'd thou alter my grieved fate

yet i see thou slain'd me
thou soil that innocent heart
as i follow thou draw inner
i wonder when i shalt wake
how wilt thy drama end

12 Temmuz 2014 Cumartesi

lost shadow

from the other side, i am a shadow
deep inside yours as the only last one

i lay under a halfseen fullmoon night
where the flower made carpet laid
then we drank love from the same tulip

my flame went out by your magic whisper
and i fell down to sleep in my rosen throne

you were relevated to me in my deepest dreams
as angel you came to my throne...(i was tempted)
then we drank love from the same tulip

your love shaped in my hands gently
however i am your lost shadow beside

silently my spirit reached to your honey lips
and slipped down from your alone hopeless hands
then we drank love from the same tulip

a memory of you

silver eyes painted my world
on the way through the heavens
my soft stairs as a silken bed
i waited a sign to stay

as the spirit left that weary soul
a miracle appeared within misery
she came close, held my hands
yet i couldn't say...

she thought, she smiled
as if my eyes played an illusion
its last trick to my mind
how i couldn't say...

i lost the memory of you
if only you would be real
my arrogant sanity belied me
never will i say???

night skin

i am looking for a way to get out of myself
in my dreams i only see the same color
my mind is freak, even seem to be serene
tender touches of dusky lonesome seared me

i was the only one who instead of me could pass away
as a simple move, i rotated my hourglass
as if i born again, my new life towards
tearing the night's skin to see the sunshine

so i led my lofty illusion out
to create myself again
i changed the color of my dreams
my sanity was my marvel element

in the times, darkness surround me
i'm still in myself within a deep desolation
night skin wrap my bleeding memory
as if it belongs to my one-colored dream

dreamy plant

nude soil under the sun
left to alter to a desert
if only she would never see
she would never exist

a simple order should reverse
this unknown rules of nature
she cried, uttered the magic
as if she ordered...

and nature present a dreamy plant
a plant with many hands
to embrace her eternal lonesome
she waited its name to introduce herself

the lofty name Azarole whispered
from the circles of the clouds
on the wings of wind she saw
her lonesome is flyig away
with her miserable utopias...

no need to explain

in a deep abyss he stays
without an emotion
as if he lost all his humanist thoughts
he's sure yet not absolutely
his eyes are not clear
weary lids drifts him into a desire
as if he wants to be alone

a momentary silence he is left
now he just weeps
in his dark room with his desolate tears
a last look on the dirty pages
of his gloomy diary
he couldn't find the words to write
as if no need to explain

dark portal

she looked with dismal eyes crying
as if a lover of grief was fading
under the Angelwings of nature, i ceded
my beauty lied withering lonely
the magic portal waited her knock
to serve its paradise generously
night fled, morning tries to see
how the Angels weep to that tragedy

i left all my roses over...to shed
all the leaves to cover her honey spirit