. . . (nameless)

i'm looking for your hands, your skin
in the elegant hands of God
splending flesh, seraphic soul
what a beauty envied Angels

i was crowned with you as a prophet
you were granted to my forlorn aerie
i am mused by your gracious visage
chide myself if i was tempted by you

you altered ny crying destiny
turned the dusk into shining morns
as your cloak embraces me warly
i shed divine tears for your existence

dreamhouse

walking up the stairs without feeling the floor
you seem flying over dreams
you open my door even being a stranger
to my lonesome dreamy house

each side is treasure i keep in me
don't walk so inside, leave something secret

illusion you see white wall are black
as a strange mixture of my sorrows
the hall you walk soft for your feet
but you can't imagine how you hurt

walking inside house, you saw my whole
so that was the last sight
i let you away, leave the silence to me
let my heart keep dreaming

dreams of heroin

under the sleepy mist of heroin
empty tablets lying beside tired
as i down you, more i die for you
the images coming through my eyes
now seen as darkening shadow
i am drifting to an another dimension
the dream, promising eternal pleasure
altered me to a desolate entity

in your white dress you were my light
you initiated a love, how a beauty
i knew, i was lying in your hands
but i was still myself in me
divine enigma of my closing eyes
hidden inside your shameful tube
as if i have longed for your pain
why i waited you to recover

in each injection...i feel you in
methink you're reigning me
yet, we're sharing the same ending

beauty under shade

through shadeless beauty of you
tempt me within your whole desire
even the shades hid you
scene all misery of my love

in desire's way you lit my flame
the sudden seas drifted into a paradise
all i've seen on you is beauty
my only dream, you...the shadeless beauty

i came to your innocence temple
where all your beauty lies within a spell
i'm crying your love, in my hands
i signed outstanding flowers...to enter inside

perfidious lover, without your sight
i leave my heart down to absym (i dare...)
aught allay my august pride
all Keepers justify my content...open it now

'looking on darkness which i blind to see
save that my souls imaginary sight
presents their shadow to my sightless view
which like a jewel hund in ghastly night
makes black night beautious
...and your visage slight'*

*from Shakespeare

eternal

what is forever, what is eternal
what a mystical strange question?
a neverending search in the time

over the dusty shelves of solitude library
the holy book with an old binding, torn papers
as if waiting a noble hand to serve itself

from the first page, it crowns the whole alchemy
even reigns with unknown words of an unknown alphabet
has her secret power without God
as if she says
'i am the one what is eternal'

a prophet with innocent hands
opened her hard cover softly
fearing to hurt her Angelic flesh

the smell of the holy dust inside
hardly breathed, yet unwillingly lungs had
as if they know her secret against God

flowers, sun, sea and all the life elements
incurably had that spell on the own soul
cruel the time, celebrated that funeral
as if he knows
she is the one what is eternal

death of a city

among the wild seas, deep down to dreams
the sun never rised, whole kingdom hidden below
fortress of love crumbled, then the deepest sleep
as a treasure Atlantis, left inside in a soft way
left to die in a lofty way with its whole heaven

running down is rising above the skies
painless, fearless through the Atlantis' heart
each sight magics me, i fear to love you

down to cold waters
back to dead city
city of sadness, darkness
with whole beauty Atlantis

Atlantis carry me to your lost paradise
embrace under that shineless blue sun
all i have seen has no shade on you

down to cold soil
back to Angels city
city of pleasure, peace
with whole beauty Atlantis

miracle

as a motherhood instinct you embraced
you've coiled me up in your hands
your love as an aegis covered me

as a weary rose of your sorrow garden
wished to stay with your august dew
i feared to be alone without you

i have the moon in my hands
clouds lying below my body
i wondered when the night would come
to present that dreamy gift to you
if only i could paralyze the scene in my mind
to share my miracle with you

Angels whisper that elegy everytime
you've stolen the days from me
in the eternal desolation i am living
but my hands are opened for you
if only i could hold my love in my hands
to share that miracle with you

you know how long i could live
and the days you've stolen from me
eternally you promised is no onger mine

if i need to be myself
i could be with my miracle
if only i could hold my love in my hands

nobleculture

yu silver eyes clasped my heart
i have your dismal dream everynight
anytime i woke in the lake of tears
i find your illusion towards with your whole beauty
you dance with my shadow on the wall

your culture is diffusing from your silk flesh
it crowns, how a splending beauty rain
tempting like moonlight of vast nights
under your Angelic whispers, i dissolved
your noble culture intruded in my presence

now i feel you in me...

Venus' daughter, Goddess of love
your memory in my hands, i'm fading
lonely through my forlorn hades
if only you consider my entity

i feel you in me...